If you are blight then read this!

[Batz Kage]

ok, as for being having low standards, let me say this, "true beauty is only a light switch away" lol, but i have a question for the fellow men out there, if you had a choice, either lose your twig and berries, or your life, which would you choose? now sit for a moment and think long and hard about what that means, remember all the good times you've shared and think about how different things are going to be. and be honest now. i guess the same question could be asked of girls,substitute trouser snake for pink taco of course, but i don't think the results would be the same.

That's hard to say, lets see, I could either live on, be lonely & always want to kill myself: also from most of the girls I've never listened to they say a guy that ain't packing isn't even worth knowing (round here 21+ year olds get the 14-16 year olds with either trucks, booze, or big packages )

Or I could die....hmmmm, see my perspective?

My little buddy isn't much more than just a little pal, heck if I lost him, I'd likely just have a sex change, but then again, half the time I don't want to be alive, but I have to many things to live for -_-. God curse stress & depression!

[Atomic Orgasm]

Same question for guys: If something happened to your girlfriend's vagina.. or mouth.. to the point of both of it not working, would you break up with her?

uh, yeah, i don't want to be jacking off for the rest of my life.

[Andromeda18_]

True words, that they are.

Anyways, the question I've been leading up to for those of you who don't "do" ugly people; now being a bit litteral & throwing out the above words, does this mean if your loved one was caught is a fire & badly burned it'd be the end of the sex life, or relationship even?

Of course not! That's exactly why I explained the difference between plain physical attraction and being in love. They're two very different things! A guy who walks me by in the street isn't a loved one, if he's not attractive I'll have no inclination to do him whatsoever.

Yah, I've lost weight from running again, just kills my knees. The width of the marks has decreased but they are still bright pink. I guess I'll just wait it out.

That's the problem, as far as colour's concerned only a cream will fix it, losing weight won't help.

I assume they mean the folk or whatever singer..

Yep, that's her alright. Actually, I'd rather do Jewel than Colin Farell. Man, is he ugly! I really don't understand why women go all crazy because of him. And it's not just his looks, I get this weird vibe from him that's a real turn off.

[Batz Kage]

I'd rather do Jewel than Colin Farell. Man, is he ugly! I really don't understand why women go all crazy because of him. And it's not just his looks, I get this weird vibe from him that's a real turn off.

My sister & all the gals I sit next to at school would kill you for saying that.

[Nina182B]

Colin Farell! You said it Andromeda!! I know so many girls who drool over him too and I think they're crazy.

Homeless Joe, if I lost my pink taco, I would want to loose any feelings of horny-ness too. Imagine being horny and not being able to do anything about it.. that would drive me mad.

[Nina182B]

My little buddy isn't much more than just a little pal, heck if I lost him, I'd likely just have a sex change, but then again, half the time I don't want to be alive, but I have to many things to live for -_-. God curse stress & depression!

What do you think is the cause of your stress and depression?

[Batz Kage]

What do you think is the cause of your stress and depression?

Insecurities that met a catalyst in the form of a girl.

Truthfully I've seemingly suffered from to many things to list; Bi-Polar & depression supossively runs in the family; which so does paranoia in my opnion. Basicly you know how when an animal is corner it kills; my insecurities took me to that point. When in public I felt so cornered no matter where I was; my instinct was that of an animal. I started to talk to myself in my head to distract me from my insercurities & that tyurned to me talking to imaginsary friends, of which were based upon human emotions of sorts which only gave voice to the primal urges.

After finding a cure to this I was left, as I am now totally screwed with it comes to being in public.

Also, the more & more time i spend thinking of myself the more & more I realize that I'm basicly everything the kids that want to be weird wish they were, & becuase they gave kids like me such a bad rep I hated them & changed myself to a degree & I really miss who I was, but at the same time hate it all.

Anyways, I tend to build up stress easily, especially if i feel I'm falling behind on something; & stress makes me depressed, & when I get depressed I slack off at everything & this worsens my stress. So I end up so messed up till I'm about to pop; then it's like my brainn just kind jolts back to working correctly & all of the junk is gone.


Simpley put, I really don't know. i mean there are a million reasons, but thinknig of them from an outsiders point of view they seem so superfical & only make me look like an arse; plus I really fold under the eyes of my peers. Few of them that know so much about me respect me (don't fear) so I always feel uncomfortible being myself. I have a furute that requires me to work with the people that don't understand me so I can't alienate myself from them.

And for all of which I've listed that I constantly suffer from can be helped by medicine, but that would mean that I would be a different person, & I kinda like being me, plus, who would want to go to a shrink that has to take medication just so he can leave the house without cracking?

[Nina182B]

I think medicine can only go so far. And the rest is up to the person and the support from family & friends. I'm glad you like being you. The majority of people probably can't say that about themselves. It sounds like you're really making the effort to get over some of the stuff you're worried about.. I hope you'll be able to open up more to your co-workers and meet more people who you can be yourself around.

The girl sounds like the start of a good story to tell.. maybe you can write about it.

[Atomic Orgasm]

and for the record, i am pretty shallow.

[Ryo of Inferno]

Colin Farell! You said it Andromeda!! I know so many girls who drool over him too and I think they're crazy.

Homeless Joe, if I lost my pink taco, I would want to loose any feelings of horny-ness too. Imagine being horny and not being able to do anything about it.. that would drive me mad.

Who is Colin Farell?

[Vicious]

Who is Colin Farell?

GOOGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Blight]

I?ll just tell you. He is a very famous hermaphrodite that is guy on the outside but like to have long conversations about nothing at beauty salons. There is like a whole mini series devoted to how a guy can be mainly and sensitive. That makes girls love him. You might want to google it as well though...

[Batz Kage]

The girl sounds like the start of a good story to tell.. maybe you can write about it.

I have a 200 entry blog, of which atleast 1/3 of it is about her; to sum it up: She's a lying, cheating, home wrecking, no good "brat", but(!) of course that doesn't change the way I feel about her unfortunetly.
I take it is a bad thing when you follow after a girl for 2 & 1/2 years because she says she hopes to one day be able to hold a realtionship without cheating, then everytime she starts a half decent realtionship she askes you to move on because she's found herself & is happy. -_-


Hmmm, one of the last times I was told long distance realsionships don't work, then she agreed to date a boy futher away that she only got to see 2 times a year, if that.
Last time she said it was a no go becuase I'm far to good of a person, which is kind of funny, the last b/f my sister had waited 4 years to be with her; she said the exact same thing when it became public that she was cheating on him. Well, my sister was put on meds to help her realize she was better than the trailer park trash she was screwing around with. The girl at hand's parents say she doesn't need meds even though she suffers from just about as much stuff as me; heck she even has break downs jsut the same, only she attaches to the nearest thing with a penis to help her through her rough times & I jsut kinda sit it out.

[Ryo of Inferno]

I?ll just tell you. He is a very famous hermaphrodite that is guy on the outside but like to have long conversations about nothing at beauty salons. There is like a whole mini series devoted to how a guy can be mainly and sensitive. That makes girls love him. You might want to google it as well though...

what is a hermaphrodite???

[Vicious]

Batz, take a hint . . . the girl doesn't like you. Stop acting like a desperate loser and move on. Read between the lines. Heck, read THE lines. She's made it pretty obvious judging by the examples you're giving.