shiety story..........
basically i work for my parents at a gas station/bait shop/ liquor store, all in one. so i guess u can imagine it pretty big. the store is run by family members only, so yes i have a big family. anywho, i myself is a worker at this place. actually i'm the manager, so u kno how much work that is. i'm actually going to be the owner of the business soon.
0O0 AHH... no o0o's and aahh's... all my life i've never stood up to my dad. maybe because through out my childhood i was fed the lines i'm right ur wrong crap. i dunno.

before this, after high school , i left home to go stay with my uncle doing nails. i was doing fine until i got that call. my brother and i talk once in awhile, but one day i got a call telling me that my dad bought a store and wanted to come back and work for the family.
i guess i thougth that since i was older now if i came back home my dad and i can see eye to eye with things.

who would have guess it but, no it didnt. i took his high tempered attitude and his impatients with everything. i thought since i was on his good side and that we actually had a decent conversation all was good. but no, same dad. meaning traditional strict dad, what i say go and stuff like that. i took his shiet for 2 more years. i'm to the point where i kno i should do something but i cant. he has a one tract mind. once something is said, it cant be changed.

i recently have a boyfriend now, he's actually my brother's friend. my brother was a bad kid before but change alot since high school ( he's 22 now ). tim's great, he's really a nice guy. always wants to help people and also think of others before himself. awwww. but anywho, daddy thinks he's like my brother, before. i tell him constantly that my brother has changed and his friend is not like him at all. but no he doesnt want to listen.

now i have a problem......
1. i was the good girl that work hard and will become the next owner of the business
2. father doesn't like my boyfriend
3. brother gets blamed for something he didnt do and shouldnt get blamed for
4. i want everone to be happy
5. father is basically hinting to choice one or the other
6. i am but a confused person that cant decide shiet.....

*i kno family is important and i'll always choice my family over anything else, but my father doesnt understand that he's gotta let it go....
* i'd also think of moving out again but, i'd also have to think about the business. i'm not try to put myself as a wonder woman, but if i left to business, it will all crumble. i take care of so much work that i'm concidered part owner.

i know i think too much... i think about other people more then myself..... i'm just too nice (i need to bichy school)....
thank u for reading my sad and long story.....
any suggesions, please do, i need more negative remark, maybe then i'll have all thing anger finally brewing in me that it will finally say something to him.

So i just got back from school with the BRAND SPANKING NEW LATOP, love this thing so great, I just put a 500 dollar deposit in and i get a topline laptop, this wasnt by choice however i was forced to get the laptop.

Anyways, I am hunting for this wallpaper havent had anyluck finding it so maybe someone here has seen it. It is a naruto wallpaper on the image is Naruto, Sakura and Sasuke on a bridge in a forrest of cherry trees, it is very a very secenic picture. Sorry if that is a horrid description.

As of current what i have for wallpaper is sasuke, naruto, neji, rock lee, standing in suits in one corner of the screen and rock lee is give in the the thumbs up.

Now i am off to go do something i thought i could never do, watch anime in bed, YAY!!!

Today marks my one year anniversary of full time work. I like going to work.. I love my co-workers, and am always busy throughout the day. The one thing I'm not satisfied with is that my job doesn't really have too much meaning for me. (I work for an insurance company and we create the insurance systems they use to conduct business.) Lately, I've been thinking about going back to school. The company I work for will pay for my tuiton as long as I still work for them in the meantime. If I do that, my path will pretty much be set into staying with the work that I do + promotions or something.

But I can't bring myself to sign up for next semester classes. I keep thinking about my "realistic job" versus my "dream job" I would rather be an elementary school teacher or do social work in other countries - but I need to stay with my current job because that is what I went to college for and it is paying me good money. If I go back to school to become a teacher or social worker, my paycheck will probably be cut in half Uggghhh, I am getting stressed thinking about it.

I'm sure a lot of people are stuck doing work they don't want to do with the rest of their lives so I feel like I need to make a decision on this soon before I spend another year and having the same regrets.. I tell myself that if I stay with my current job, I can make a lot of money, and "buy" meaning for myself if I donate money to charity or something. But I really don't think that will make me happy.

Just curious to hear some of your thoughts on this, and what you are striving for job wise.

Hi, I am just wondering if anybody who owns the new mahoromatic dvd boxset from ezd could post pictures of the boxset. I ask this because I want to see how EZD produced this set. FX did it with 2 dvd cases in an artbox/slipcase thingie. And I was just wondering how EZD managed to produce this set. I also wanna see the cover of it ^^.

Alright i've heard of this band before (it was mentioned here before I know not too long ago) but i've never heard the band before. My friend brought it up on his mp3 player today and i've got to say i've only heard about 5-6 random songs and this band is already becomming one of my favorites. That chicks voice is completely awesome. The only thing that I think sucks is I guess in their third album she rarely sings and screams more. She sounds good either way but she sounds SO much better when she sings. Anyone heard that remake song with jon davis? Can't think of the name. Is it on any album anywhere? He got it from the internet. I can't even find any kitty songs online with bearshare except spit and brackish, which is pretty surprising. Gonna go trade in a few games and dvds tomorrow so I can buy a cd or 2 of theirs. =P

Well I got a few things to trade or sale.

Mahoromatic Season 1& 2 Perfect Collection boxset by FX


Games:

Grand Turismo 4 (Willing to sell for just 25 bucks)

A new and unused harddrive :SAMSUNG SpinPoint P Series 120GB 3.5" Serial ATA150 Hard Drive - OEM (Willing to sell just for 50 bucks)

http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.as...6822152017

I bought the harddrive two months ago but found out that my computer isn't compatible my computer didn't have a Serial ATA150 to connect to doh! I didn't want to go to the hassle of upgrading my computer so I'm selling/trading it.

Things I want well give me any offer I guess I'm interested in:

Kiddy Grade

Figure 17 FX Dub

You're Under Arrest Perfect Collection Mac

Soul Taker Dub

Rune Soldier

Heat Guy J Dub

Comic Party Perfect Collection MAC

Fansubs of either One Piece, Hajime No Ippo, Intial D, Slam Dunk burn on DVD.

You can offer me other things it may end up interest me.

We are gathered here today to mourn for four of the greatest people this earth has ever seen. First there was George Peppard better known as John "Hannibal" Smith. He was the master of the master plan. He always did love it when a plan came together ...he died of cancer a great man. Next There was Mr. T also known as B.A. Barrachus. He put the Bad in Bad Attitude. Although still living, he is forgotten and noone cares anymore. Ths is a fate almost worse than Death. Next we have Dirk Benedict, best known as Face. Today most people have forgotten who he is even though heis in Battlestar Galactica. Last but not least we have Dwight Schultz. He was better known as H.M. Murdock. That Crazy pilot could do everything. He always seemed entertaining and the ways he was broken out of the mental hospital by face were priceless. He also died of cancer.

This Group of individuals were once known as the A-Team. They helped people out even though the government was against them. Running from the government and making them look like fools didn't help but still. The government can almost never admit it was wrong. Sadly today these individuals aren' t even legends anymore. Instead they have been forgotten in the sands of time. People don't even want to remember them as they believe that the time period theylived in sucked an all heroes from there must as well. I may be the only one that remembers them and when I am gone they may be no more. Unless that flame is rekindled and soon. Otherwise, someof the greatest people, no the greatest team that ever was will cease to be. I can't, I won't let this happen. We can't let this happen.:mad:

A-Team I would just like to say in parting, I salute you. For your bravery, your determination, and for entertaining us. A-Team I don't know if anyone else will read this or if they do they might not care to post. That doesn't matter, what matters is that I at least shall give you the honor you are due. I hope this is enough A-Team. *ends with a military salute and may guns going off. Meanwhile Ryo salutes and doesn't leave until the service is over.*

Manson - Disposible Teens

And I'm a black rainbow
And I'm an ape of God
I got a face that's made for violence and porn
And I'm a teen distortion, survived abortion
A rebel from the waist down
Yeah x5
Yeah x5

I wanna thank you mom
I wanna thank you dad
For bringing this fucking world to a bitter end
I never really hated the one true God
But the God of the people I hated

You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You said you want a revolution, man
And I say that you're full of shit

We're disposable teens x3
We're disposable
We're disposable teens x3
We're disposable

You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You said you want a revolution, man
And I say that you're full of shit (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Yeah x5
Yeah x5

The more that you fear us, the bigger we get
The more that you fear us, the bigger we get
And don't be surprised
And don't be surprised
And don't be surprised when you discover it!
Yeah x5
Yeah x5
Yeah x5
Yeah x5

You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You said you want a revolution, man
And I say that you're full of shit (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

You said you wanted evolution
The ape with the great big hit
You said you want a revolution, man
And I say that you're full of shit (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

We're disposable teens x3
We're disposable
We're disposable teens x3
We're disposable



It covers religion & is quite the excellent song; Ryo you have to try it man.

I just got my first actual M.C. Hammer CDs. Soon I will be able to tell you other songs that this great artist did. Before this I was dling his songs, but now I have some of his actual CDs. They might not be parachute pants but they are close. Aren't you guys looking forward to more Hammer? I know I am. Well I'll leave you to discuss this among yourselves.

Im sure im gonna get complaints and what not but i really wanted to get rid of my someday dreamers set (r1 3 dvd's) sometime soon so i could make an order with the money i would make for it or trade it so yeah im just making this post.

Sorry if this breaks any rules or makes anyone mad but just dont reply to it unless you are interested or pm me instead and that way it will obscure into oblivion in like 3 days so....

Yeah im willing to sell it or trade it for hk or r1 just let me know what you wanna do if your interested.

P.S. my email is [email protected] if you rather write me there