Bleeding Heart

[Blight]

Haha. I like the way you think. I guess when people are my age, in high school and such, that is what they should be doing. I guess I'm just weird, because it is true that most of the time the girl knows that it is a one time thing. Like I tried the deep relationship thing, thinking that it would be the greatest thing in the world, and it totally back fired on me. The girl screwed me over and I was like depressed for a year, but while it lasted it was great. That is why I want a relationship again I guess, to sort of try to fix the mistakes I made in the past relationship.

LOL. yeah, good supportive relationships are great, but suck when their over. Especially when you have been cheated on. Happened to me twice. Rips out your f'ing heart each GD time. Makes you a little more afraid to put yourself out there; don't wanna get burned again, but the pain and complacency that holds loneliness? hand nearly forces you back out there, weather you believe in your heart your ready to move on. Oh, a little advice, do your damndest to leave all traces of any past relationships either completely out of your mind, orso buried that they won?t come out in conversation of a new relationship. I?t just awkward. Don?t repeat dumb mistakes from the past, but don?t accidentally say something like ?my last girlfriend did so-and-so too? cause then your boned.