Bleeding Heart

[Cidien]

Yeah, lately I've been wanting to bitch about a girl I know; one minute she was bitching that I never tried to sleep with her & asking if I still like her; the next she was asking me if I could get my friend to go over to her house -_-
Last time it was, we both admitted we still liked each other & then she came over & tried to kiss him in my bed; I got upset & she laughed. But as always she returns (whenever she either needs support or can't find anyone to call her beautiful) says she's sorry & expects that to fix everything. Hell, my friend, when I mention him going over there he freaked out on me & nearly hit his head on my doorway; he's seen me snap on a few guys who've tried to touch my ex's, & I guess he's scared I'm'ma hurt'em

But Hell, my two longest relationships of my life were the same deal; the latter of which the girl left me everytime she thought she could find someone better; then would return when I either found another person first, or if she couldn't find anyone;

I try to believe it's because all the girls I g out with have histories of abuse; but Hell I guess all girls CAN be bitches -_-

Er, which reminds me, the girl that asked me out a little while back just totally disappeared, strange :S

Dude, you've got a severely messed up love life. If you can call that a love life.