Unexplainable feelings

[onizuka17711]

I know that is what she was afraid of, because of the night I wanted to kill him. Because I would have killed him, not just beat the hell out of him. My friends were a little scared of me after that night, because I was always the guy who kept his cool. It wasn?t just one of those, they get between you and hold you off with words. I'm talking about full-blown rage that took one person on each arm and someone taking out my legs while that motherfucker ran for his life.

That is the reason I think I didn't get invited, because while I wouldn't have said anything during the ceremony, I would have straight walked into the dressing room and begged her not to do it. And if that didn't work, I would have blown up the fucker?s truck. And I definitely wouldn't have stayed for the service. However, if I would have found out about before hand, and I knew she hid it from me, that would have been one fucked up wedding, with me in jail afterwards. But I think I deserved to know anyway...

You're friends know you better than anyone. She probably had an idea of how you would respond to the news, and wanted to avoid conflict.