06-07-2005, 04:03 PM
Thanks all. It was really just something I was having a load of trouble putting out of my mind, and had to form all my cluttered thoughts in to word form. No one really had to have an answer for me or a life changing response to what I said; I just needed to let the steam flow out my neck you know?
I talked to friends about it too. They hadn?t seen her in a while either and about crapped when I said how she looked now. I was really mad at them for a while too for lying to me, but they were in a no win situation that wasn?t their fault so I forgave them a lot quicker. I should have swallowed my pride in the first place and just told her how I felt, so in the end it is my fault. All I want to do now is give it peace, and learn to be more honest with my friends and myself about my feelings.
I talked to friends about it too. They hadn?t seen her in a while either and about crapped when I said how she looked now. I was really mad at them for a while too for lying to me, but they were in a no win situation that wasn?t their fault so I forgave them a lot quicker. I should have swallowed my pride in the first place and just told her how I felt, so in the end it is my fault. All I want to do now is give it peace, and learn to be more honest with my friends and myself about my feelings.
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