Theory...

[Puppet Master]

emotions are hard to control, some people a deal with it in many different ways.
if a loved one has passed away, theres sure to be tears and sadness. but if a person deals with death too much, like you say, how are they suppose to feel....... so much pain.....
a feeling that i do not want to feel.

It's really sad because hes younger than me and an old friend of mine he has had friends and family hang themselves and commit suicide in other ways, family die in car accidents, and from disease. I can't even count how much death he has had to face I can recall at least five though off the top of my head. Normally I am one of the most helpful people as far as death goes because I understand the pain and usually can come up with the words that help offer a little comfort at least. Yesterday though for the first time since my Great Grandmother died I didnt know what to say. It sucks seeing those you treat like family suffer...