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[Blight]

I've talked to my aunt who says there is a book, Conversations With God by Neale Walsch, actually 3 books, and it'a about a guy that with in the last few years sat and talked to God. My aunt refered to it as a modern day Bible, if you will. It might be worth checking out.

I guess my faith was never really that strong to begin with because I have never really felt ?the power of god? as people like to talk about. Praying always seemed like me just talking to myself. Then again I think about the stuff I did even when I calmed to be a Christian and realize I was a hypocrite (or a heretic). Loose morals, foul language, and the hunger for fighting kind of ruin the image of good Christian boy who was leader of the youth group. Ha ha, now that I think about it I was a louse example for the younger members; I even bought cigs for an underage member once. Looking back I was a shoddier Christian than I realized.