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[daisyflower2003]

Yes I have jumped off many bridges too. The main problem with me was not that I couldn?t think for myself, it was that every time I did my faith would die a little. Then I realized that my main concern was not getting into heaven, but avoiding hell. I can accept the fact that this life is all I got but I don?t want to burn in hell for eternity. Of course when I discovered this was my motivation for my faith, I instantly pronounced my religiousness dead because I was not even following it right so what was the point.

I've talked to my aunt who says there is a book, Conversations With God by Neale Walsch, actually 3 books, and it'a about a guy that with in the last few years sat and talked to God. My aunt refered to it as a modern day Bible, if you will. It might be worth checking out.