Fear and What You Hide

[Puppet Master]

Afraid of being a failure at life in general. Was never very motivated to do anything, then was in a fatal car accident that left me even more apathetic than before. Despite showing little to no emotion over the event I recently realized that it left me more fubar than I thought.
neAs for what I hide, this entire post. As well as some sick shit that most people can't handle. The kind of thoughts you keep to yourself so you don't scare or disgust people. Because you know that not saying somthing is better that the look you'll get from someone if you do.

Ah the darkest thoughts of the mind the thoughts that can drive someone insane. I know what your talking about and as sick as they are not everyone gets scared by evil thoughts. The stupid look people give you though when you say the wrong thing the worst thing at the worst possible time I have seen that before. When you no longer believe in anything your mind will become darker and sick thoughts can be an ally no matter what anyone says.

I feel bad for you though because you were never motivated and all that because one of my friends was the same way for well almost all his life that I know of.

I do have one question though what the hell is fubar????