12-11-2004, 06:41 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-11-2004, 06:43 PM by WandererX12.)
Afraid of being a failure at life in general. Was never very motivated to do anything, then was in a fatal car accident that left me even more apathetic than before. Despite showing little to no emotion over the event I recently realized that it left me more fubar than I thought. Now I need to fix that before I end up alone on the streets. Streets not a problem except that they equal the loss of everyone I know, which would suck. There's also a slight fear of something happening that would leave me to deal with a loved one with some sort of handicap. If it is my handicap I could manage somehow, but if it's someone else's there is I could do. If my kid's aren't born healthy I am fucked.
As for what I hide, this entire post. As well as some sick shit that most people can't handle. The kind of thoughts you keep to yourself so you don't scare or disgust people. Because you know that not saying somthing is better that the look you'll get from someone if you do.
As for what I hide, this entire post. As well as some sick shit that most people can't handle. The kind of thoughts you keep to yourself so you don't scare or disgust people. Because you know that not saying somthing is better that the look you'll get from someone if you do.