12-11-2004, 12:52 PM
Black Howling Wrote:I fear losing my hands or eyes. What the fuck is the point of living if I can't see!? Let's see what do I do every day....I get up for school, I come home from school, I play a game, I post on this forum, I watch some anime, I go to sleep. Repeat and that is my life. If I ever lost my eyes I would kill myself. The same goes for my hands or if I was paraylised. To sum up I fear not being able to enjoy my hobbies.
However I am only 16 so my life will probably change big time but until that happins my life is a circle of repeatative tasks that only leads to depression.
I tell my parents all the time that if I lost my sight I WOULD kill myself...
'The depths of my soul are rooted in dark thoughts. But than we all have darkness and light in us. If we are all light on the outside we are nothing but darkness underneath. There comes a time when the darkness must come to light.'
- Shinobu Sensui -
It is only when you refuse to give in with all your heart that you begin to transcend your humanity. - Alucard
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