What u like/hate about ur personality

[DARK OSAMU]

I'm INCREDIBLY hard on myself. I hate it but there's no gettin' around it. I hate myself when I screw up and it shows when I don't feel good. I'm very intelligent and being the definition of Gemini that I am, I can be your best friend...or your WORST enemy; I can push buttons like there's no tomorrow. I am judgemental and a total piece of crap in my own eyes. I definately deserve the bullshit life I am leading. Or maybe I'm just being hard on myself again. I am trying to be good though. I try to help others, and I try to watch my tongue. It is very difficult to be me. I have a hard life in some ways. I'll leave it at this for now.