07-27-2003, 05:10 PM
First of all I've said I was sorry 5 billion times.
Second of all, I can't check my e-mail at all.
Third, I'm better off thinking she's dead. It's better for me to only remember her, instead of hoping for sometype of ressurection. Our entire friendship was based on both of us pushing the other way, only to join up as [closer] friends again. That process repeated untill finally you MADE SURE I missunderstood you, & became enraged. Then you complained about me being angery. And you won't ever tell me why you continusly push me away, the closest thing to a reason I got was because you knew I really cared.
Fourth, when I was follow your orders, why did you always complain? You asked me not to like you, & I tried my best not to, all the way up untill the end. Now I didn't do a great job at it, but I think if most of the other guys you hang around you had the same chances I had they would have tried to get as far as they could. Hell, I can't honestly say if I had a second chance I wouldn't try either, but then again I would hope that I wouldn't change anything. Also, I seem to remeber you being the person who told me not to tell you want to hear, but what you need to/should hear. All I've been doing is telling you the truth. (well besides all the mean crap, but you made it seem to be true.)
Also, tell boy, I owe no alliance to you, & am free to bust his @$$ at any time he pleases. And, I'll do it on my own if I ever get some kind of hard proof that he's on this forum. I can't go on gut feelings alone, in other words, I've found his account, but won't do anything until he admits it's him. And that's one of the things that makes you seem dependent, used to you'd get up in my face, which then again that almost had negitive eefects might I remind you.
Second of all, I can't check my e-mail at all.
Third, I'm better off thinking she's dead. It's better for me to only remember her, instead of hoping for sometype of ressurection. Our entire friendship was based on both of us pushing the other way, only to join up as [closer] friends again. That process repeated untill finally you MADE SURE I missunderstood you, & became enraged. Then you complained about me being angery. And you won't ever tell me why you continusly push me away, the closest thing to a reason I got was because you knew I really cared.
Fourth, when I was follow your orders, why did you always complain? You asked me not to like you, & I tried my best not to, all the way up untill the end. Now I didn't do a great job at it, but I think if most of the other guys you hang around you had the same chances I had they would have tried to get as far as they could. Hell, I can't honestly say if I had a second chance I wouldn't try either, but then again I would hope that I wouldn't change anything. Also, I seem to remeber you being the person who told me not to tell you want to hear, but what you need to/should hear. All I've been doing is telling you the truth. (well besides all the mean crap, but you made it seem to be true.)
Also, tell boy, I owe no alliance to you, & am free to bust his @$$ at any time he pleases. And, I'll do it on my own if I ever get some kind of hard proof that he's on this forum. I can't go on gut feelings alone, in other words, I've found his account, but won't do anything until he admits it's him. And that's one of the things that makes you seem dependent, used to you'd get up in my face, which then again that almost had negitive eefects might I remind you.
My Soul Brings Tears to Satanic Eyes.
If Max Collins, Matt Skiba, Jimmy Urine, & Mark Phillips had a child it would be one fu*ked up mofo, but 'it' would be the God of music.
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If Max Collins, Matt Skiba, Jimmy Urine, & Mark Phillips had a child it would be one fu*ked up mofo, but 'it' would be the God of music.
As-1D R077's temp homepage: http://www.freewebs.com/as1dr077/index.html