07-25-2003, 07:20 AM
What do you expect when I drop everything in my life to help you with any problems in yours no matter how small, & then when I have a problem or a question, you turn your back on me. It's been like that ever since the last week & 1/2 of school. Hell, Morgan was telling you said me & you were real close friends, & yet you spent most of those days ignoring the fact that I was alive.
And yes, you are more yourself, but not what you always said you wanted, or so whatever. You always acted like a nice girl, yet an independent person who would stand up for themselves. Now you're just a little depenent brat.
I lost respect for you when you let me go 2 months misunderstanding soming you said, just so you could get your way. Either I give you to much credit, or you really are as smart as I say you are.
I said as long as you give me friendship I'll also be there for you. The girl I knew died not to long after school ended, & all I've done was hold onto a fleeting memory of her through you, which I'm through doing. You're not the person I be-friended, & although I'll miss her I have no real need to talk to YOU anymore (not to say I won't still send you that long letter of complaints, or explain a few other things next time I'm peed off, such as your great theory. All you did was put herself back to the way you were when you were with Gerard, only this time no matter how sh!tty things turn out, you won't be able to abandon ship. And although I still carea bit, I hope your ship sinks.) Also, I believe what I say matters more than you're willing to admit. (even when there's no mind games involved)
Good luck in your new home, no use trying to reason with you, whom wanted to get out of this town & away from its people to find yourself, & ended up attaching yourself to this town, & refusing to find a NEW you.
Peace.
And yes, you are more yourself, but not what you always said you wanted, or so whatever. You always acted like a nice girl, yet an independent person who would stand up for themselves. Now you're just a little depenent brat.
I lost respect for you when you let me go 2 months misunderstanding soming you said, just so you could get your way. Either I give you to much credit, or you really are as smart as I say you are.
I said as long as you give me friendship I'll also be there for you. The girl I knew died not to long after school ended, & all I've done was hold onto a fleeting memory of her through you, which I'm through doing. You're not the person I be-friended, & although I'll miss her I have no real need to talk to YOU anymore (not to say I won't still send you that long letter of complaints, or explain a few other things next time I'm peed off, such as your great theory. All you did was put herself back to the way you were when you were with Gerard, only this time no matter how sh!tty things turn out, you won't be able to abandon ship. And although I still carea bit, I hope your ship sinks.) Also, I believe what I say matters more than you're willing to admit. (even when there's no mind games involved)
Good luck in your new home, no use trying to reason with you, whom wanted to get out of this town & away from its people to find yourself, & ended up attaching yourself to this town, & refusing to find a NEW you.
Peace.
My Soul Brings Tears to Satanic Eyes.
If Max Collins, Matt Skiba, Jimmy Urine, & Mark Phillips had a child it would be one fu*ked up mofo, but 'it' would be the God of music.
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If Max Collins, Matt Skiba, Jimmy Urine, & Mark Phillips had a child it would be one fu*ked up mofo, but 'it' would be the God of music.
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