06-25-2003, 09:01 PM
Fine, turn your back on me. I'm getting tried of the whole I say I want out of your life, you cry, I return only to get treated like shit. How about you return a fu*king e-mail once in a while. I was finally able to give up sitting around every other day on my computer waiting for you to get on to see if you had any new problems, hell half my life, if not more was based on learning how to, & trying to help you.
You ask for my help, & when I give you advice you never listen.
One minute you're like, you're right I should be doing this or that, & then the next time I talk to you, you've done the complete opposit.
<insert long list of everything I always complain about>
Sorry, but I do my best to help you, & all I ask for in return is a nice conversation every now & then, & if it's not about a problem in your life I normally get something like "Whatever", or "Good for you."So I don't see your problem with me only wanting to be around to fix your problems. If you're not going to treat me like a friend, then why call me one?
And as for me & her keeping this out of the public, as I said before this is the only place she will answer me, & she doesn't even always answer me here, & even then I have to focus the statements in away so that if she doesn't comment the conversation will end up reveling how big of a jerk/brat she is.
She says she hasn't lied to me in months, that's about true, to lie there's a requirement to have a transaction of information in which one part is untrue or fabricated.
If anyone thinks I'm an as$hole, you either don't know what Hell she's put me through, how much of my life I wasted trying to help her with problems she later said didn't even have an effect on her life, or how much I care about her. And yes I do care about her, even though she's ripped me apart piece by piece, & doesn't even act like a true friend most of the time, I'd still give my life if I thought it would help her in life. She knows all this & yet in the past still had the nerve to complain that no one cared about her. everytime she's down or we have a fight she acts like everything I've ever said was a lie.
I care more than anyone else in her life, no matter what anyone, or everyone says.
Sorry if I went a little over board, just got a little pissed off. I should also probably take this time to say sorry to Loney Monkey, I know your life is kinda messed up & all, but my God...
And I'll assume that's a no on weither or not you'll come hang out with my family this time
, but if you decided others wise, ahh screw it, not like you ever would anyways, the only time you seem to care is when I treaten to leave.
Now I have to go make final choices of what anime to get, I was wondering, how long does it normally take to restock titles, does anyone know?
You ask for my help, & when I give you advice you never listen.
One minute you're like, you're right I should be doing this or that, & then the next time I talk to you, you've done the complete opposit.
<insert long list of everything I always complain about>
Sorry, but I do my best to help you, & all I ask for in return is a nice conversation every now & then, & if it's not about a problem in your life I normally get something like "Whatever", or "Good for you."So I don't see your problem with me only wanting to be around to fix your problems. If you're not going to treat me like a friend, then why call me one?
And as for me & her keeping this out of the public, as I said before this is the only place she will answer me, & she doesn't even always answer me here, & even then I have to focus the statements in away so that if she doesn't comment the conversation will end up reveling how big of a jerk/brat she is.
She says she hasn't lied to me in months, that's about true, to lie there's a requirement to have a transaction of information in which one part is untrue or fabricated.
If anyone thinks I'm an as$hole, you either don't know what Hell she's put me through, how much of my life I wasted trying to help her with problems she later said didn't even have an effect on her life, or how much I care about her. And yes I do care about her, even though she's ripped me apart piece by piece, & doesn't even act like a true friend most of the time, I'd still give my life if I thought it would help her in life. She knows all this & yet in the past still had the nerve to complain that no one cared about her. everytime she's down or we have a fight she acts like everything I've ever said was a lie.
I care more than anyone else in her life, no matter what anyone, or everyone says.
Sorry if I went a little over board, just got a little pissed off. I should also probably take this time to say sorry to Loney Monkey, I know your life is kinda messed up & all, but my God...
And I'll assume that's a no on weither or not you'll come hang out with my family this time
, but if you decided others wise, ahh screw it, not like you ever would anyways, the only time you seem to care is when I treaten to leave.Now I have to go make final choices of what anime to get, I was wondering, how long does it normally take to restock titles, does anyone know?
My Soul Brings Tears to Satanic Eyes.
If Max Collins, Matt Skiba, Jimmy Urine, & Mark Phillips had a child it would be one fu*ked up mofo, but 'it' would be the God of music.
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If Max Collins, Matt Skiba, Jimmy Urine, & Mark Phillips had a child it would be one fu*ked up mofo, but 'it' would be the God of music.
As-1D R077's temp homepage: http://www.freewebs.com/as1dr077/index.html