Might be my last thread ever

[neoEIN]

When you think there's no hope, it is your thought that tells you you are hopeless. As much as we all know it's what we felt/want makes us do what we do, we are not machine of our own. Negative emotions are lethal. It corrodes you into nothing. It gives you nothing but death. Please do not trust your emotion completely, for often we don't even know what we really want, who we are, why are we born or alived.

I have pretty much a introvert myself. Got to work, come home, eat, watch TV, sleep, web surfing and rarely socialize outside of work. I have thought of purging myself from my own misery. I was very helpless of improving myself despite fully knowing the cause of my misery. Now, I often remind myself that my life is not totally wiithin my grasp, my existance is within the existance of others around me and I am an ass to want things to occur in my wish/way. Let things happen because it happens. Not every occurence/incidents/things have an reason to exist. If shit happens, happens. If shit happens and you make yourself shitter, no wonder you feel like shit. (pardon my language. I'm not cursing you or discredit your genuine suffering)

When you come to an dead end, look around, step back and go else where. Don't stay there and kick yourself for it.