Fuse

[Batz Kage]

I feel I should start a rant about you lol! Seriously have some self respect. You say how you hate people who are too influenced by Britney etc. yet your DAD tells you what to wear. First impressions count for everything so what are people going think when you show up looking like a tramp whos dad picked their clothes out for them? Hardly marriage material lol. In the real world it does matter. People do judge. There is nothing wrong with at least making an effort.

Dude the day you have my mom go with you shopping you'll learn to let someone else pick your clothes for you. I mean if she picks out somethings she thinks you'd like & you say no to 3 things, she loses her temper & starts with the threats. My dad & I have a shit load in common including looks (we looked like twins when you compare the pitures of both of us when we were like 7, only I was fatter). The last shirt choice I remember going out of my way to get was when I wanted a purple shirt 2 years back, but they didn't have the color I wanted in my size, so I settled for a ugly shade & have only worn the shirt like 7-10 times.

I know people judge, sometimes to much, but it's human nature, this I know, which is why I keep my personal life out of local gossip; my future career will relay upon reputation, so unlike my friends I can't fuck up while I'm young and say 'eh, everyone will forget & even if they don't I don't give a damn'.

As for my self-respect, ha, I'm one of the most self-loatheing bastards I know, yet at the same time I do love myself more than most people I know. although i'll admit, a few days I've actually rolled over, & picked up a shirt that's been on the floor for about a month, but I really can't say it'd be dirty. Do you know what I do all day long? Most sit around, less I'm on my weight loss trip where I jog. Other than then the most athletic thing I do is lift weights.
In most cases I put on a shirt after I get a bath, take it off before sleeping & put it back on the next morning, although I most admit if you don't smell really bad, wearing the same clothes for 4-5 days is kinda comfortible (but when doing so I change my undies & socks everyday, & bathe, but just put on the same shirt & shorts, & that's only when I'm not doing anything other than sitting around all that week).


If you'd like to rant about me, I'd quite enjoy that Attention is attention :p