long and crappy story

[Gemini]

father is a massive hard head. i tell him off or attemp to live again, its through, he'll probably say, "i dont need u, leave... i can handle this all by myself!"......
ahhhhhhh...... i really want to blow some steam off at him, but all i think about is i'm disrepecting him.
like i said before, i was fed alot of his traditional crap.

but thanks for the suggestions, u'd think he already has a hold on me. too scared shietless to say anything else besides work issues with his guy.