long and crappy story

[Gemini]

shiety story..........
basically i work for my parents at a gas station/bait shop/ liquor store, all in one. so i guess u can imagine it pretty big. the store is run by family members only, so yes i have a big family. anywho, i myself is a worker at this place. actually i'm the manager, so u kno how much work that is. i'm actually going to be the owner of the business soon.
0O0 AHH... no o0o's and aahh's... all my life i've never stood up to my dad. maybe because through out my childhood i was fed the lines i'm right ur wrong crap. i dunno.

before this, after high school , i left home to go stay with my uncle doing nails. i was doing fine until i got that call. my brother and i talk once in awhile, but one day i got a call telling me that my dad bought a store and wanted to come back and work for the family.
i guess i thougth that since i was older now if i came back home my dad and i can see eye to eye with things.

who would have guess it but, no it didnt. i took his high tempered attitude and his impatients with everything. i thought since i was on his good side and that we actually had a decent conversation all was good. but no, same dad. meaning traditional strict dad, what i say go and stuff like that. i took his shiet for 2 more years. i'm to the point where i kno i should do something but i cant. he has a one tract mind. once something is said, it cant be changed.

i recently have a boyfriend now, he's actually my brother's friend. my brother was a bad kid before but change alot since high school ( he's 22 now ). tim's great, he's really a nice guy. always wants to help people and also think of others before himself. awwww. but anywho, daddy thinks he's like my brother, before. i tell him constantly that my brother has changed and his friend is not like him at all. but no he doesnt want to listen.

now i have a problem......
1. i was the good girl that work hard and will become the next owner of the business
2. father doesn't like my boyfriend
3. brother gets blamed for something he didnt do and shouldnt get blamed for
4. i want everone to be happy
5. father is basically hinting to choice one or the other
6. i am but a confused person that cant decide shiet.....

*i kno family is important and i'll always choice my family over anything else, but my father doesnt understand that he's gotta let it go....
* i'd also think of moving out again but, i'd also have to think about the business. i'm not try to put myself as a wonder woman, but if i left to business, it will all crumble. i take care of so much work that i'm concidered part owner.

i know i think too much... i think about other people more then myself..... i'm just too nice (i need to bichy school)....
thank u for reading my sad and long story.....
any suggesions, please do, i need more negative remark, maybe then i'll have all thing anger finally brewing in me that it will finally say something to him.