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[Andromeda18_]

I don't know if anyone can explain this problem though it has been going on since my time of great depression a few years ago and that depressions never fully left. Constantly I feel depressed deep inside I never knew why just do even when I am happy it stays the same. It's really bizzare and I can't figure it out. One possible reason could be bad memories but even im not sure. I only bring it up because I know theres so many people here with different knowledge and theres always a chance that someone may know....

I don't think I can help you much. You may suffer from constant and recurrent depression even if it doesn't feel as bad as it did in your time of great depression. Maybe someone else here will be able to be more helpful. In any case maybe consulting a doctor would be a good idea. There are so many factors that lead to depression, like stressful events, hormonal imbalances and biochemical abnormalities, that only a specialist will be able to help you figure out what's going on.