If you are blight then read this!

[Andromeda18_]

That actually makes meds sound coolies.

I've never been able to focus & rarely finish things I start; having my head clear would help me to do both, which would rock. Especial if it really keeps me in check, cause I eman at school, sometiems will I will be trying to do my work my mind is so fricken jammed up I just get pissed at the slightest question because I can barely fill in the name space. ok that might have been written wrong, but you get the point.

Basicly what I meant about being changed is all my stress problems have driven me darn close to insanity & because of this I have accuired quite the morbid sense of humor & this makes it so much easier to write strange stories. I don't want to lose that because my dream, since I was little, was to write if not for a living then on the side.

I remember I used to be a much more caring person, I guess that's worth having back.

Thank for the encouragement.

Honestly speaking some of the greatest writers were either insane or drug addicts, so you might indeed lose that capacity to write "awkward" stories if you start taking meds. Some people will probably think I shouldn't be telling you this but I think you should know things as they are. I still firmly believe you should take meds if you are bi-polar because if you are then you are in serious danger. Bi-polars often commit suicide, when they're depressed they're extremely depressed. Your depression might not even be "natural", if you kow what I mean, just a result of the disease. The euphoria that comes with it isn't great either, people have no common sense and do the most absurd things. Do get tested for bi-polar and treated by a psychiatrist because it will be for the best. Wouldn't you go to the doctor if you had pneumonia?
Oh, and in case you're not bi-polar (I sincerely hope you're not) get tested for ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) because not being able to focus and never finishing the things you start are symptoms of it.