12-01-2004, 06:54 PM
onizuka17711 Wrote:Batz, you should get some meds. Trust me, I know how you don't want them. My great friend is bipolar and quite a few other things and she had a hard time keeping it together anywhere and all the time, it felt. But they got her on some good meds, after finally getting the right combo. Now she's back to her old self again. She didn't change, she just became happy again; it was like her normal self emerged out of everything else. Dude, you just gotta trust me on this one, I felt a hell of a lot better once I got my issues straightened out. As for the writing, that gets easier actually, cause you can think straight. You dont have all that shit messing with you all the time either. So, anyway, get your tests AND TAKE THE MEDS!!!That actually makes meds sound coolies.
I've never been able to focus & rarely finish things I start; having my head clear would help me to do both, which would rock. Especial if it really keeps me in check, cause I eman at school, sometiems will I will be trying to do my work my mind is so fricken jammed up I just get pissed at the slightest question because I can barely fill in the name space. ok that might have been written wrong, but you get the point.
Basicly what I meant about being changed is all my stress problems have driven me darn close to insanity & because of this I have accuired quite the morbid sense of humor & this makes it so much easier to write strange stories. I don't want to lose that because my dream, since I was little, was to write if not for a living then on the side.
I remember I used to be a much more caring person, I guess that's worth having back.

Thank for the encouragement.
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If Max Collins, Matt Skiba, Jimmy Urine, & Mark Phillips had a child it would be one fu*ked up mofo, but 'it' would be the God of music.
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