If you are blight then read this!

[Batz Kage]

I don't agree with you. If you are indeed bi-polar then there's a chemical unbalance in your brain which means the "you" right now isn't really "you". You'll be "you" when your brain's back to normal and that's where medicine can help. Of course you feel that who you are right now is who you really are but that's only normal since only a person who isn't you can fully comprehend this. I remember how unstable I was some years ago, because instability is normal of teenagers (chemical unbalance), and I love feeling at peace right now. It's so good not feeling like you want to die, like the world's falling on top of your head.

Today at lunch I was told that my sis is being taken off anti-depressants becasue they only make her worse & that next my dad was going to have me tested for bi-polar & depression; if I have the problems then they'll put me on meds, but as stated before, aside from breaking down really bad once a year or so, I really like being me a lot; I just now started getting my writing together & have been doing a little dated work; like poe's stuff I guess you could say, & if my mind settings changed that would frick it up.

Which then agian if i'm balanced then my preferances wouldn't change so often. Like with music, it's hard for me to like more than to types of music at once. Bad example I guess; basicly put, almost everything tends to pass me bye as a trend no matter how much I like it. Rigth now I could start playing the old video games I love & listening to the old music I still love too, but it'd just feel wrong; I think that's jsut confusion of some sort, but it deals with balance