If you are blight then read this!

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And for all of which I've listed that I constantly suffer from can be helped by medicine, but that would mean that I would be a different person, & I kinda like being me, plus, who would want to go to a shrink that has to take medication just so he can leave the house without cracking?

I don't agree with you. If you are indeed bi-polar then there's a chemical unbalance in your brain which means the "you" right now isn't really "you". You'll be "you" when your brain's back to normal and that's where medicine can help. Of course you feel that who you are right now is who you really are but that's only normal since only a person who isn't you can fully comprehend this. I remember how unstable I was some years ago, because instability is normal of teenagers (chemical unbalance), and I love feeling at peace right now. It's so good not feeling like you want to die, like the world's falling on top of your head.