Mohawk

[Blight]

Damn, I got on here last night for like five minutes but was too tired to construct an intelligible response so?

I would first like to clarify I?m not punk. I like Hard Rock music like Slip Knot, System of a down, Disturbed and Tool. So my look is defiantly not to pose as anything music oriented. And I will agree that originally when I started doing crazy stuff with my hair it was for attention, and to piss off my principle on school picture day. I had six-inch spikes all over my head and got lots of dirty looks by teachers; man it was great. I thought the hair looked really cool so did my friends, and then there were jerks who just made fun of me. I decide then that if they hated it so much I would just do stuff to spite other people that didn?t like it. After I started thinking about what to wear my creativity took over and I just started to wear stuff that I liked. So what started out as something to get attention and annoy people evolved into my own custom style; a true representation of myself on the inside transferred to my outsides.

Next issue, the haters. I full well know what to expect from people. Some hate the fact that my hair is silver even when it is styled normally. I?m used to people thinking I?m strange and not likening what I look like but what I can?t stand is someone walking up to me saying I look like a fucking moron and then walking back to his friend where they all laugh at me and applaud him. The motherfucker thinks he?s a badass for what he just did so I have to show him he?s not. Not one person that has had the balls to act like that has ever been man enough to fight me when I call them out. A good example is two guys at six flags just came up to me when they were with their girls and got in my face and were yelling at me. When they had turned to walk about a stream of cuss words that would make a sailor blush, told them to get back here so I could kick their ass, and threw my trash at them. All they did was run off as fast as they could. I ended up having the whole park staring at me, but they looked like pussys in front of their girls so I got even. Shit like this is what makes me mad, not criticism.

Lastly I don?t wear what I wear for the attention anymore. I wear what I wear because I think I look cool, in my definition of cool. Even my friends think I look weird most of the time but they are my friends and know it?s just how I am. I tried a Mohawk because I hadn?t tried it in a while and not since my silver dyeing. Personally I don?t like it that much but I had spent like an hour that morning trying to get my damn hair to stand up right. But now that I?m on day two I think it looks better; my hair cooperated more this time. I think it is true that I take a some what don?t care attitude towards it, but if I did care I would be in the bathroom stalls crying my eyes out. I?m just trying to be me, and if I?ve got to be deferent to achieve this, then so be it.