Dating tips for our friend, Batz !!

[Batz Kage]

First of all, get tehe story stright. We were close friends, then you said everything between us was just some shitty act you were putting on, then my mean jokes started, & if they bothered you could have said please stop, but NO, you just strated to ignore me completely.

You worked your way into being the most important person in my life, then all of a sudden you just dropped out. And I don't even know why I guess I was in disbelieve or denial but I wasn't hurt at all, then you seemed up set that I was mad, & then I guess it hit me. The one person I worshiped didn't seem to even want to talk to me again.

AND GOD it's just like when we first became friends, each our stoires about how we've been hurt, & why we're pissed off are always the same. "even though they were/ are mean and hurtful, I stick around to take more punishment from you." And you don't think what you did to me wasn't painful, & on top of that I told you to take me off that stupid list of yours, I knew I'd never move up on it, & didn't like being reminded of your lies, but no. Everytime you had a single doubt in your mind that your relationship MAY end you would bring me back up, just to drop me again. It would hurt accpect for the fact I always know ahead of time I'm never moving up, & I told you I don't care about moving up, it's not a goal in my life in anyway, the only time it even came close was when I almost trusted you 100%.

And would you stop saying you're sorry for something, & just admit what you're sorry for. As I've said many many times, you always say I'm sorry for lying, hell I could careless you about automaticly forgiven, I just want you to stright out say what you lied about. Because you never admited to really lying to me, you just always said you were sorry for it.

And what jokes hurt you, the whole lying, bitch junk? Ever think they weren't jokes? Not saying they weren't but I mean come on, you yourself said "Why me, I'm just a little bitch!" & you may never openly admit to lying, but you apologize for it. And if these jokes hurt you, does it fit under the "I'll do anything to help you even if it cost me my life." policy.
So don't try to turn this crap around, or defend your character. You knew I cared & would have done anything that you asked (atcept hold your suicide note like you asked).

And, I've already forgiven you for what you keep apologizing for, it just took me a little while because it was worse considering the fact I didn't even really like you at all (besides as another person to help) until you started talking about us being something. And you've yet to tell me why you kinda got upset when I said I didn't care that I was "used".

Forgive & forget my @$$, you forgive people for what they've done then sit around & talk about your memories of being scared. You only forget the things you probably shouldn't & rant on about as much as I do, just you used to only complain about things to me, but now when you don't have to you don't even talk to me. Still love you like a little sis though:p

Once again, sorry guys. She never responds to my apologies, or hate letters through e-mail so I have to take it to the forum, plus I guess it almost fits in this thread.